be happy again

I am maintaining an improved view on life. I am living with two pretty girls who are nice which is better than living by myself. I am struggling with motivation just this week but in general things have been better all round compared to a year ago.

I have a lot of causal friends now whereas I had almost none a year ago. I am also into various sports and enjoying them which is the key for me I think.

Ok so maybe I’m not entirely happy but I defintely am improving. In fact when I think about it I am just way happier than 1 year ago. Yes – defintely making good progress on this goal.

My ex prevents my kids from having contact with me.
Court orders are useless.
I have spent 5 1/2 years fighting to be a father to my kids.
Now I need to give up and get on with my life.
The struggle has made me a very unhappy person and life is too short for that.

Any ideas?