become a nurse

i just finished my nursing school, i took my exam and passed! its so wonderful to sit there and say i am officially a registered nurse now! its exciting! and well i have a nursing job and everything..

i am still waiting for them to change my badge from graduate nurse to registered nurse..

Well I finished pediatrics! Was kinda hard and well not that hard actually. I was having some problems with parents. the kids liked me (for the most part) but the parents didnt really get alone with me. Not really sure why

oh well no i am in obstetrics but i hate it!

but i have hit a snag in the line.. i cant afford it! blah.. i just took out an emergancy loan which sucks… but i am not sure how i am going to get my books paid for… which is scary!

workforce has their funds cut so i am not sure if they are going to be able to get them back before school starts.. hopefully they do…

i need all the assistance i can get… just one more year! blah! but i need the money for it!

ok so i am done with second semester and got all A’s! i am not like i need need to get A’s but its nice to get them. i passed both the mental health and the med surg hesi tests which is comforting.. since i think it may be possible for me to pass the exit hesi.

well i finished mental health got an A! yay! i really enjoyed it. tomorrow i start Med/Surg and Adult health.. scary!

oh well… i am working my way there! yay!

mental health… hmm scary huh!? anyway i already had one test and i have another one this week… since they split up the sememster differently this semester we have alot to do in the first three months.. well i am sure all semester is going to be hectic

but with mental health we have a test a week, maybe two… and its hard! well not too too hard but still its hard! its frustrating… i need to do well too… i cant afford not to..

good news.. i have um the tx workforce is going to be paying for my gas.. maybe even books.. so thats wonderful! i need money!

its as if i am not ment to be a nurse! blah i will not let this happen! i just found out today that well this semester will be paid for but the next two will not! will not! grr… i hate how financial aide works or i guess doesnt work…

it frustrates me…

yay i registered for next semester! which is great! i am taking mental health and med surg…

so well hopefully all goes good

well i finished my first semester of nursing school! yay! go me! well and i got all A’s! which is great! but i need to work on not pressuring myself to do everything like perfectionist style… it would take a load off of all the studying and what not i do…

but i love it! i love everything about it.. well except the catty-ness of the people involved. i hope that the hospitals or wherever i choose to work isnt full of catty people.. which i am sure it is… oh well… i wont let them stand in the way of my happyness!

well i got in.. so i should be a nurse in about two years time! i should be fine! yes yes….