be good at something

in the words of catacomb: ” am “good” at quite a few things, but it would be nice not to be average at everything, but excel at something, and preferably something i enjoy. Though you could argue i excel at being constantly average, but then id just say you were being awkward.”

and, adding my own…
this is just how i feel. i’m ok at almost everything, but i don’t stand out. i want a “thing”. i think the problem is that i never go the exta mile. once i reach a certain standard in anything, i don’t bother getting past it.