tell him I love him

I’ve come so close to telling him that I love him just two days ago, but I couldn’t. Every single time that I was about to tell him that I love him, well…I choked. What’s wrong with me?

I met this truely amazing guy at the beginning of the year, and I thought that maybe I had a chance with him. He was just so smart, funny, entertaining, cute, caring, and all-around perfect. We had a lot in common, and we became really good friends within the first month that we knew each other. Everyday I would walk with him to go and get lunch, or if he went without me he always brought something back. As the year went on, we both hung out more with each other, but we also hung out with each other’s friends. When he got into the school’s play and I didn’t we stopped hanging out as much as we uses to, but we still kept in contact with each other all the time.

Our school’s Sadie’s Hawkins dance was coming up, and I wanted to ask him out, but when I almost asked him out I didn’t, and it ended up resulting in him going with another girl. Now since December the two have been going out, and it doesn’t look like they’re going to break up any time soon. I’m really heart-broken about this whole thing, but I don’t want to start anything between him and I because I’m also very close friends with the girl that he’s going out with.

I just want this guy to know that I love him more then anyone in the world, and I will never forget about him, but I’m afraid that if I tell him, he’ll stop talking with me because of how things are with him and I. I don’t want things to change, but I can’t hold my emotions in for much longer. :(