Defeat depression

Its slipping back in. The random crying. The extreme “lonely” feeling. The dramatic mood swings. It’s funny how I isolate myself, and then I feel like I’m lonely. My “friend” wants me to come over. He’s a guy. And he wants me to come over. Put 2 and 2 together…I’m not in the mood for it. I feel everyone just wants something from me and I feel like just disappearing and not coming back.

When I get depressed I do really very stupid things. My relationships get messed up and I suddenly think that the world just hates me or something. I know that a “happy pill” would make me feel better because I used to take prozac, but I’m not really into taking medication. I prefer to take better care of myself so that I don’t get stuck with high dosages of twelve different medicines for 6 different things. I dunno, it’s just a bad day. I’ll just hope it passes sooner than later.