be the father i never had

I never had a shity shity childhood, but it was shit in my eyes, my dad had 3 disks taken from his back in a work related accident. And for that he didnt work, didnt do anytyhing, he became my worst enemy in life, i give him no credit, which i dont think he deserves, he makes many people unhappy, including me, never was there as a father, not once, not even the birds and the bee’s talk, and latley i care about this more then ever, and the day i have my own kids, i promise to treat them the way they should be treated, can’t wait to give them what i never had.