This is so contrary to my nature and I’m under too much stress . It’s about judgement ,I mean things are what they are , people too .Do scientist forgive matter for gravity, would gravity cease if they did ?
Anyway my mom wants to tell me about my other sisters new boyfriend . But I’m thinking you want to give me good news tell me she’s sewn herself up and decided to try being a person for one fucking day. Oh no I’m sure the latest boyfriend is the key to her happiness or the next one or the next .Instead of talking about what she’s done to her kids I’ll just admit that I’m a terrible uncle .So no I’m not the injured party who has anything to forgive . I just have the shame of not grabbing her and screaming.”Stop being a self destructive cunt , you have kids now !” 17 years ago and every year since .I don’t want to say it to her now but I can’t imagine that things have really changed so I would just as soon not see her at all .
Discaimer has written 2 entries about this goal
Not Even Trying
18 months ago
The Hardest Thing
19 months ago
Not only am I from a line of pissy people .I feel like forgiving is agreeing to forget a lesson learned . Unfortunately I tend to apply life’s lessons poorly . It says here 100% consider this worth doing . Need a plan to succeed at this one .
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