Only expect the best in my life

I have this goal in my list yet I don’t live up to it. I mean, am in a realationship I’m not sure I want to be in. I am with someone that doesn’t make me completely happy and I am just staying there. Not making any attempt to leave knowing very well that this is not the best for me or my life.

I’m tired of just living my life the way that people expect me to. Only to feel worse about myself in the end. Therefore from now on I’m going to live my life the way I deserve to live it.
I know now that I’m not gonna just be with someone because I’m scared of being alone, I deserve to be with someone who I want to be with.
Life is only what I make of it, and I deserve the best that life has to offer. So no matter what ever happens I will always know that I should never settle for what I don’t believe is the best I can do.
It makes me feel better to know that I will never under estimate myself again…