Meet and marry a good wife

This should really be its own goal, i.e. get an annulment…anyway…I was digging in the tickle trunk tonight, since it was easy to open for a change (nothing lying on top of it! lol) and found the marriage certificate between the pages of that completely unused KJV Bible. (The only one that doesn’t live out in the open, with my four other Bible! I think she gave it to me, which is rather ironic…)

Step 1: find a woman who possesses a locus of attention other than herself! lol

I’ve started dating someone recently who looks realllllllly good, wife-potential-wise. She has a young daughter, and it would be very easy to fall into the daddy/hubby role…

I recently put an profile on a dating site because I was looking to meet someone (one particular person, not just “someone”) in connection with one of my other goals. The oddest thing happened: I got a LOT of female attention in a short time. This is new for me.

Then something very familiar happened: the quality of said women became apparent.

Now, I’ve known for years that you just can’t meet a good woman on the Internet. In fact, I’ve never even heard of it happening – but I’ve heard plenty of the other! But hey, it was nice to get that level of attention for a change.

The conclusion? If I’m going to meet a “good” woman, it will most likely be at church (not many single women at the church I go to) or some place that people go to care about someone other than themselves. Like say, the food bank. NOT the Internet.

Just ended a short relationship with yet another nutty broad. How do I keep attracting these wingnuts??? I avoided approaching her for about two weeks – she’s a client – but then she hit on me, so I said, what the hell. (Normally, that alone is a bad sign; I like to be approached by women, but experience has proven that it’s best to avoid getting involved with the ones that do it.)

I got more than one earful of the same sort of crap I used to get from my 2EW. Well, given the number of empty beer cans in the kitchen, I shouldn’t be surprised!

Friggin’ North American women are so messed up! I blame the feminazis, LOL. I’m gonna have to go shopping in another culture…or give up.

This is under “getting on with life” heading…I had a dream the other night about my 2EW. It’s too long and personal to write, but the important thing is that everything in it was a bright white, like in the Transfiguration of Christ. I felt more forgiving after it, and less burdened. Between that and the above noted similarity, I believe that the dream was divinely inspired or given. God is helping me to do what I cannot do for myself: heal. Continue to deepen my forgiveness of my 2EW.

I had a plan when I met the last gf, then I allowed myself to get off-track. Time to get back with the program.

Please allow me to propose the following: when I am living in the joyful life which consists of being who I was born to be, then God will provide the right woman. Because God made me who I am; He “knew me before (He) knitted me together in (my) mother’s womb.” Many years ago, I became someone else and I have been unhappy ever since.

Except during those times when I was being who I was born to be.

I keep attracting unhealthy women because I am living what is an unhealthy life for me.

If you don’t believe that, look at it this way: if nothing else, when I start to be more involved in music, ministry, and corporal acts of mercy…I will at the very least be putting myself in places where women who are involved in music, ministry, and corporal acts of mercy are present. They will be involved in the same acts as the ones which give me happiness and true purpose in my life. At least one of them has to be single! You do the math.

There are no good wives left! I don’t where I ever got such a stupid idea!!! LOL

Had a long chat with a nice lady tonight. That’s all.

Note the order of my goals! LOL

A good wife should, according to my list, among other things:

1. Submit
2. Be kinky generally; see #1
3. Give a good blowjob
4. Dress like a pin-up girl once in a while; see #2
5. Be huggy