Move back to California.

Ya know, California is a strange place…I spent the first 24 years of my life there…and have never wanted to really be anywhere else. I have never settled in anywhere and always felt that “this is not my home”. Today, I just had this overwhelming feeling of wanting to be on Venice beach watching the sunset at the drum circle. Holding hands with my boyfriend and just being! I never really feel like I can do that here…just be! Getting a little house or loft in venice has been my goal since the day I left, in 1994. Im re-adopting this goal today.

Yikes! LA was insane. I officially dont want to move back any more! I am done with this goal. I really hadnt been aware of the reality of the whole thing, it was “grass is greener” for sure. Im more content in a softer quieter, slower place now. I guess Im getting old!

Well, I am goin back to Cali! I am so excited! I will be there for about 2 weeks. Leaving some time next week. I am so NOT looking forward to the road trip out there…that will suck, however I cant wait to get there! I am really excited! We are gonna go to all kinds of crazy night clubs and have adventures!