Never grow up.

having another baby has made me really concious of how jaded and old i got! He is so amazing, and watching him grow and change and learn new things every day, really makes me happy. We play all day, and have so much fun in the toy section. I love buying toys. I remember when I had my daughter i couldnt wait for her to be old enough to play barbies with her. Then of course I was like…geeze I dont wanna play barbies right now, after the 100th time! So I have made a pact with myself to never be so “busy” doing grown up crap, that I dont have time, or think that i have better things to do than play with him! He is really keeping me young, and making life so fun and seeing things from a beautiful newness perspective. SOOOOOOOOOOO wonderful!Playing and being silly again!

One time…when I was at my uncle’s house ( I was an adult) I got excited about a box of junk that I found in the basement and was saying I could make art out of the stuff…and as an INSULT to me, his wife(who never liked me) says…”My god…you are like a kid at christmas every day!!!” with a shitty tone.
This has been one of those things that I remember all the time…And makes me really glad that I am who I am!
I am sad for people who are jelouse of other peoples joy and happiness!