Go to Curves 3 days a week.

...I love curves…It is amazing how worth it it is.

I just couldn’t push myself to go to curves. Ray suggested I stay home tonight I really wanted to go however, I am just plumb wore out from karate class last night. I will go to curves on Friday for sure.

Tonight is night 2 of 3 times a night. If I do this for 2 months I can remove this from my list. That will be so awesome.

I went back to curves last night. It was wonderful, as always.

Okay here is the plan I am going to go to Curves 3 days a week. Monday, Wednesday, and Friday instead of going 6 days a week. I think this will be much better for me. That way I won’t become addicted to it. And I won’t have to worry about becoming anorexic again.

I have been paying for this membership for 6 months and Have gone a total of 3 times. I know I need to go. I am just so afraid of Being raped again if I lose any weight. I have to get over this irrational fear.