move on

Damn, it feels like every time I take a step forward I take two back! I’ve been doing so well, but then today all I can think about is the fact that his birthday is today…and how I had made all these plans and taken all this time to go and look for a present for him. (As awful as it sounds, I’m glad I waited so long to buy something so at least I didn’t waste some money. :/) Everyone says time makes things easier, hah, it really doesn’t.

Waking up this morning was wonderful! This was the first morning that I didn’t get up, walk into the bathroom, and think about all the “where it went wrong”s and “what if I had”s. I finally just woke up, looked in the mirror and thought about how messed up my bangs were from my pillow, haha. It sounds like nothing important, but it feels so nice to be able to sit in class or drive to the store and not think about my ex.