I think being at peace is what I want most. I am not melancholly and empty or filled with rage and resentment. What I want is simple and does not stem from any inherent lack or excess of anything. I want this because I know that it is the beginning or, possibly, the end of a circular cycle. If I am at peace I know I wont be consumed by thoughts of things I lack and that desire will be absent because I will no longer have the need, or, it will have been fulfilled. Either way, the end seems pretty worthwhile.