get over someone

So this is my first entry and I think I will really like this sort of affirmation meets support group-ish thing or whatever the hell it is but moving on…I broke up with someone a while back and It’s damn near a saga of how it went down but I found myself wondering a lot “What is she doing these days” How is she doing? After we broke up I never tried contacting her and she tried contacting me twice (for the record she dumped me) We met up on one occasion and it certainly didn’t go well, party atmosphere both of us sizing the other up and down, lil bit of tension you could say. Regardless. I think of this person non stop and how happy she made me just to be near her. I don’t know if I would ever get back with her, which cracks me up personally. I just like the idea of “her”. A very special person who was a huge part of my life. I admit I when I think bout her I wonder what she thinks of me, our last two visits which were awhile back, were nothing short of like I said akward glances and simple cliche conversation followed by me going off with friends and proceeding to get hammered. So the Census can’t be good. I got way off topic but I think my question, comment and/or statement is this. Can You be over someone but not onver them. Enough to move on but not enough to stop thinking bout them and sub conciesily seeking their approval. Not so much wanting to be with them just wanting to be in each others lives? I ramble on waaayy to much…