find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year

*I loved hanging out with my friends yesterday after early release.
*The little candy shops we went to, made me remember my dad, and it put a smile in my face :]
*He made me laugh today, he still steals my heart everytime, maybe i should forget him…or maybe not, I love secreatly loving him.
*When D told me he loved me the other day, I thought he was kidding, but the last couple of days I noticed things I hadnt, it makes me sad, but I dont love him, I dont like him either, but I dont want to lose him.
*Lastly feeling the way i feel makes me happy.

I recently made a big move, and a big change in my life, and I totally forgot about this website and a lot of other things, for a long time, well many just like 5 months, but thats a lot, because a lot has happened, in my life, I absolutely love this website, I now remeber why I took the time to write evryday, it makes me feel better, to just type out so many things that are in my head. its word vomit, that this website helps me get rid of. So now, from today on, I will start over, from day one, and record everything. Not just things that make me happy, but I will use this space to let out evrything and not trauimatized the people around me. So if i write bizzare things from time to time, its normal :P

-OMG! That asian store was absolutely awesome. I’m like in love with that store now. & that Japanese juice i tried was so delicious too. I really really love it, I just wish I knew what it was called haha. Since I can’t read Japanese =/

• Spending time with mom:)
• Photography. Getting better now.
• I know what I’m gonnna do for my photo story. It’s super cute idea
• Going to go buy cupcakes in a bit -.^

• Getting to see Ivon!
• Knowing that I’m there for her, and letting her know that. After all she is like a sis to me :)
• Getting her to stop crying. ^{I feel special now} =]]]

• Getting my new celli made me suuper dupper happy. :)
• New pics for MS made.

• Making eye contact with him made me super happy ^._{gosh im so pathetic =/}
• Photography class, it can get pretty boring, but for the most part it makes me happy. :)

• Ummm… knowing that my model for history class is not gonna cost that much made me happy. Yuppp :)
• Knowing that D is finally leaving, haha I don’t feel happy but relived, and being relived makes me happy.

• “keep it…Just for memories!” :) Enough said

OMG! You haven’t been doing this goal for about two months, That’s really bad I know!!! I want to let you know that your headache that you’ve had for the past days, is from stress, you need to take a while each day and just breath, and don’t panic about stuff too much, you sometimes over think stuff you need to let go. Ok! Don’t worry everthin gis going to be fine. :) Smile more :)

• You know you loved catching him starring at you.. Don’t lie -.^ And yes knowing that he’s with her made you sad :(
• “D” not sitting with you also made you happy. Haha!