decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life

“If you’re good at something, never do it for free.”

Trying to stick to that, haha. I’m open to whatever else in my life changing forever, but I need that financial stability as a foundation.

Applied at university but am now kind of regretting it as I want to get a certain job that I think will drain me too much to study, even part time. If I get in we’ll see, but I’m worried about my potential performance and dedication. It was at an all time HIGH before but now it’s faltering. Sigh.

After I think 2 weeks of high school rebooted I quit and went to uni instead. I did Japanese for a bit there, but the degree structure annoyed me a lot and by Advanced I no longer wanted to learn in an in-class structure.

I’ve been erring in the last few weeks about Graphic Design or Textiles. Textiles would take a lot of dedication and practise, and graphic design I’m very into and such but it frustrates me a lot if I don’t understand why something is doing (or not doing) X or Y.

I’m thinking a major in Entrepreneurship doubled with either of the above, heck maybe both. I can’t get into TAFE, but University? Cake. (Weird how that works…)

After a long streak of compulsory schooling especially since my last entry (TWO YEARS AGO?), I’m happy to have found something I want to do and have paved my path toward it. I just need to do well, now… Learning that I will have to repeat high school was a kick in the butt but I’m willing to do it.

I decided what I want to do, but I have yet to know if it’s what I’m GOING TO do, so I won’t tick this one off just yet.