become a fairy

this is one of my favorite songs to sing when i walk through my forest

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tE9xYUmPaZ0

its lovely :)

i have been noticing that many people have been being mean or saying rude things to each other.

lets keep it nice on this little website! :) ok?

:) this is my fairy crown!

im almost done with the wings and i will post pics as soon as there done!

Halloween is my favorite day of the year. the gate to the spirit realm is at its thinnest! and also, Halloween is an excuse to sew an amazing costume. i know Halloween isn’t until October, but i have been excited for months.

im being a fairy this year! what are you all doing for Halloween?

im just curious to know what all of your elements are. mine is spirit, but i have allays felt a strong connection with water.

whats yours?

well, guys, alot of strange things have been happening. i have that de-ja-vu feeling almost all of the time. some times i can even predict what people will say, or i can tell when a random event will happen.
i thought it was all in my head earlier, but today at the first day of school, me and and a few other kids got a free period. in that study hall we were all sitting in a room for a while, and everyone got quiet. i looked to this new kid sitting across from me and i said “bless you!”, but he didn’t sneeze or say anything. about 3 seconds later, he sneezed. i didn’t even realized what happened until i heard some of the other kids chuckle, and i looked up again and everyone was staring at me.

awkward.

my mom told me that when i was about 2-5 years old i predicted things all the time. she told me that once, i looked up to her, and said “mommy, tomorrow we arnt gonna have power cause a car is gonna crash into the pole.” and i said crazy random crap all the time, so she did not think much of it.

well, the next day, sure enough, someone crashed there car into the telephone pole and the power went out.

i also “predicted” the birth of my little brother. my mom was pregnant and i woke up in the middle of the night telling my mom “mamma baby coming! baby coming! wheres baby? mamma, mamma baby coming.” and later that day my mom’s water broke.

well, i liked having these little visions, but now they are getting kind of annoying. does anyone know any way to get visions less often? :/ i dont want to have another thing like that in school.

ok, so my school starts the day after tomorrow, and i was helping out during set-up week (that’s when all the teachers come and set up there class rooms and stuff), anyway… i help by watching all of the teacher’s kids while they work. these 5 kids that are about my age were walking around the campus, (they dont go to my school but they were there to catch a bus or something. i have met them before but they have not been so nice to me), and the bottom of my bag gave out. all of my papers and my spell book fell onto the ground. the other kids were walking passed me, and one of them bent down to help me pick up my papers, but grabbed my spell book instead. i didn’t notice because i was busy picking up all my papers and drawings.

when i stood up i saw that he was flipping through the book and the other kids were looking at it, laughing at all the spells and potion recipes. and then they made fun of me for having that book, and laughed at me some more, called me names, humiliating me. i was almost crying when they left.

i was really upset and mad that this happened, and i was thinking about it a lot before i went to bed that night.

AND HERE IS WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING!!!
the next day i saw on facebook someone posted to facebook that there was some sort of flu going around, because 5 kids at the other school suddenly got really sick with it. no one else.

5 kids?

it turns out that they were the 5 kids that messed with me the day before.

Did i do that??

so the other week at this summer camp i work at, a 9 year old kid fell and twisted her ankle really bad. she was crying and couldn’t walk on it at all. i helped her to the nurse’s office, and the nurse wasn’t there. this younger girl heard the crying and came in and sat next to her, sitting and she asked the 9 year old if she could try something to make her ankle better, the 9 year old said yes, and then the little girl started humming something and moving her index, middle finger, and thumb above the girl’s ankle. the older girl stopped crying immediately and was able to walk again in a matter of minuets, and she didn’t think it was even strange.

is it possible to be born a witch? because i asked the little girl where she learned to do that and she told me she taught herself how to do that. i dont think anyone in her family is a witch or anything, i would of been able to tell.

has anyone heard of a child practicing healing magic (or any other kind) before they were even in 2ed grade?

has anyone found a fairy spell, because the one i have is not good for me :(. in my book i have a bunch of spells, all that i have tried have worked great, but not the fairy spell. i dont know what im doing wrong. instead of wings it just makes my back bleed in long streaks. and now my mom is freaking out because she thinks i cut myself on my back or something.

OR maybe im not meant to be a fairy! oh well. ill keep trying different spells.