I want to have long hair, hair at least past my shoulders. My whole life I had a boy hair cut because my hair didn’t grow, and then in high school it was always chin length then I started dying it… big mistake. Now my hair is almost to my shoulders but it is so split ended and frizzy and dry and disgusting that it just doesn’t grow. And I can’t leave it down because my hair is so terrifying ugly that I feel like everyone is looking at my judging my unhealthy hair. I constantly keep it up in a pony tail because it keeps me care-free throughout the day I don’t have a problem because I’m still a cute girl, but I just want to be able to let my hair down, and I wish it were long and healthy. I fear there isn’t really anything I can do to make my hair grow faster, maybe if I let the universe know how bad I want it, my wish will be granted.
Meanwhile I am going to deny myself the right to dye my hair this winter at all. I am going to feel so ugly because my roots are like poop brown and I am so used to being platinum blonde. I am going to have a very bad self image of myself throughout this process but the end result is something I’ve wanted my whole life and it is worth a year—or two of hating my appearance as I wait for my hair to grow. I really don’t know any other ways of making it grow, I do take vitamins and Biotin but it doesn’t seem to help dramatically.
I’ve also tried bogus scams like shampoos that make your roots grow faster but nothing works and I am sick of obsessing over my hair. I just want long, natural hair that I don’t have to worry about!
