I’m so sick of never being satisfied on how I look in my clothes. I hate that I can’t fit into my clothes sometimes. I hate that I don’t fit into the clothes I like and therefore cannot dress how I want to. I’m sick of feeling guilty everytime I eat, and I’m sick of obsessing over it when in the end I always gain weight when I have the motivation to actually lose it. I just want self control so that I don’t complain about my weight and feel so bad about myself when I don’t even do anything to fix it. I want to lose weight for real, and feel proud of myself for actually having self control.
