forget the past

I wish I weren’t reminded every second of every day about things I’ve done, experienced, and seen. I wish I weren’t haunted by it, and I wish I could live my life without thinking about the past constantly. And being guilty about it. I want to forget my ex boyfriends, forget about doing drugs, forget about hurting people I love,forget about hurting myself, forget about past suicide attempts, abuse, forget about my dad’s death and my family struggles, forget the person I was basically and start fresh…....... no strings attached, no more guilt, no more past experiences haunting me.