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Complete the 50 Questions that will free your mind

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41.If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?

I would, not only that I would make sure that their last day would be the best. If I treated people I meet like they would be dying tonight I would probably have more friends right now. The intention is sincere and honest not for any other reason than you just want them to be happy. I for one would like to be treated like that.

Maybe I should try it?



40.When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?

Never,

I am easily swayed by others, especially my parents. I dont have any strong convictions of what I believe in. I always doubt every decision I make. Even speaking out in class over mundane trivial answers that I know is right. Any shred of original thought that I have, I keep to myself because I dont believe its worth sharing with anyone. I throw my ideas away. I hate to sound like a bitch but I think this was brought about by my overly strict father, to whom nothing I try to please continously. He still tells me what to wear and how to act and I am 25.

It makes me sad and angry typing this.



39.Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?

Yes :( .

Lived it for hundreds of days.



38.Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?

Less work to do is my first instinct.

But I would love to have a project or something that I could pour a lot of effort into. I guess I am afraid that I am not competent/smart/dedicated enough to see things through. That I would be unable to find solutions to stumbling blocks and I hate that I would have to feel so frustrated and inadequate. It is not making any progress despite all my hard work (which has happened in the past). That and my shortsightedness.

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37. If you just won a million dollars would you quit your job?

1.) I dont have a job, but I would still finish school.

Use up 10-20k to travel before I look for a job.
Buy my mom and dad a home. And save the rest.

1 million is a lot but not that much.



36.Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?

Yes there are somethings you just dont do irrespective of what culture or place you grew up in.

e.g hurting people needlessly



35.Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?

Our murderous, hateful, vile side is part of our human psyche. People are dicks. Naturally. No matter how you look at it we will always feel a certain amount of animosity towards others who are not like us in a particular way, religion or no religion. Yes there is ignorance but theres also that innate human ego that wants the world to be shaped ‘only’ by his vision.



34.Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?

no



32.If not now, then when?

Then Never. If you wait till everything is perfect before acting then you would only have 2 out of the 365 days in a year.
You will never get started.



30.What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?

This would be everytime my Dad came home from overseas. When I was 5-10 years old he was away alot working to provide for us.

Everytime he’d return he would always bring back me and my brother presents. I would just be ecstatic that my dad was home. Nothing compares to that happiness, I only saw him a couple of times a year. I wouldnt sleep the night before he came in anticipation of what he would bring. What would he think of me? Will he be happy with my grades? Did I do him proud?

I fucken love my dad man.



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