I realise I’m that much closer to 30 without really noticing the last half a decade passing. That’s kind of scary and I really have not accomplished anything apart from having a sweet set of purple pixels on my virtual character. I’m in one of the top raiding guilds on my server but all I feel about the game now is boredom and duty. Some game huh, where you can feel a sense of duty towards something that isn’t even real.
I’m aiming to kick WoW by March 2009. And unlike last time where I just replaced it with another MMO, i’m aiming for removing my dependency on MMOs altogether and figuring out what I actually want in life. It’s hard to do when I feel no passion for anything and directionless about my life in general. It’s probably why MMOs became such an addiction in the first place – they gave me goals.
