i have been contemplating for a long time, whether or not i should go ahead and get the tiger + flowers half-sleeve design that i have been wanting the past year or so.
i do not fear the pain and i am sure it will look good but i am deathly afraid of any sort of regret when i am older. i am pretty self-concious and put a lot of my self-worth into how confident i feel about my looks. i’ve struggled with low self-esteem for pretty much my whole life. if i dislike the tattoo when i am older for some reason, my self esteem is going to be ripped to shreds.
the tiger will always mean something to me, as i have got by a very hard time in my life as well as the fact that i was born during the year of the tiger.
i am only 19 and don’t know what i would think of it in a few years.
