know myself

I need to stop accomadaring myself to everyone elses expectations. The more I do so, the more I confuse myself. I can’t tell who I pretend to be and who i am anymore.

1) I don’t like Lemon Samba smoothies
2) I don’t like cheesecake ice cream
3) I don’t like to be ignored
4) I don’t like the rumors about the guy I’m dating having a crush on another girl
5) I don’t like the sunlight
6) I don’t like being interrupted in my naps
7) I don’t like it when people think they know more about literature than me
8) I don’t like it when people try to suck up to me so I’ll praise their crappy poetry
9) I don’t like crappy poetry
10)I don’t like it when people call me weird, because seriously there are more adjectives out there. I don’t get to learn anything about myself if you just say ‘weird’. Weird has too many connotations. And I’m annoyed by that word.
11)I don’t like it when people are too dominative and aggressive with me
12)I don’t like arrogance
13)I don’t like being lied to. The worst thing about meaning everything you say is that you expect everyone else to do the same.
14)I don’t like it when people lead me on and then realize that they don’t even know what they want
15)I don’t like to be in the dark for too long.

This may be impossible. Seriously.