I need my mother to forgive me for what I have done.
She has done some pretty bad things in her life and in my childhood too but we’re trying to get through that. Therapy is hell but at least we’re talking to each other. But a couple months ago I did something very stupid and very sad. And from that time on I felt a horrible guilt in my conscience. I tried to repent it by being nice to everyone around me and being as diplomatic as I can. But my friends are tired of me saying ‘Sorry’ to everyone but the right person.
