Write a romance novel

So seing as I have to work over the December holidays and nothing ever happens here – I’ll sit and write my noval…..but as I’ve said I’m so negative now – telling myself it won’t be published! But I know I must keep on being positive – maybe I’ll be the exception yes? :)

I started writing, and re-wrote…..and re-wrote about 3x times. Then I went onto the internet getting tips on writing and now I don’t even think I should do it anymore. They gave me all kinds of tips about what I shouldn’t say too much etc. etc. I mean how can I write a story and think about not saying something TOO much I can’t be creative and wary at the same time??? I have so many ideas but now too scared to write because I keep thinking no publisher would publish my book??

I started writing yesterday and wrote about 5000 words already :)
But I would like some pointers because I want this book to be a success, can someone maybe help me?