find more time for real friends

Called him yesterday and he seemed so happy I got in touch. He kept saying how much he missed me and that he just has to see me… :]

So we’ve decided to meet up this saturday.

It makes me realise that most of the things I put off only take about 5 minutes to complete but make a world of difference. Yet, why do I continue to make excuses??

So excited right now – cant wait to see him. :) :) xxx

Will contact my other best friend soon…

I haven’t spoken to my cousins for so many years apart from rushed conversations at birthday parties but I know that we’d really get on if we made the effort to hang out, maybe go for a drink.

So, I decided to write my mobile number inside my cousins birthday card and invite her and her brother for a drink sometime. Really hope she texts me. =]

Secondly,
I have two REALLY good friends that I dont see very much, but they’ve supported me through so much. Have decided that I shall contact both of them right now and arrange something…

They both mean so much to me. <3
It sickens me to think that I just cant be bothered to keep in touch. :/ x

I feel as though I hardly know my best friends anymore…

I’m finding it really difficult – there’s a lot of drama surrounding my group of friends at the moment and theres a lot of people in the group hating others. I’m finding it hard to see some people without being forced to see people I dislike and it really gets me down. :(

Does that make any sense?

Basically, I know I need to branch away from my group of friends and find some better ones but its hard. They hang out in all my fave places and its hard to avoid that. But I know I’d be so much happier if I didn’t bother too much with the whole group – and just occasionally saw a few individually.

:(