See a psychologist

yea, I still need to do this. Ive got some stuff in my head that just keeps coming round all the time. I need to go see someone and find out if I need to listen to what my inner self is saying or if I just need to drop it and move on.
I havent got on with this yet because of cost and organising appointments and when my thoughts arent bothering me its so easy to think it`ll be ok, ....but then they come back – and I`m sure they will continue to, until I seek professional guidence.

thinking about this right now, I think I will look at booking in with someone in about a month or so , to begin going at the start of December. As much as it feels a drag and costs alot, I`m excited and hopeful about the prospect of dealing with some stuff and getting my head clearer – I like to know where things are at, and I need to get inside my own head, by getting outside my own head. This is why I`e gone off journaling. Occaisional reflection and summary is good, but daily meandering gets too introspective.