I am listening to music again! Ah I love it. Going to see crystal castles on Tuesday the 26th of February, and it is going to be amazing! Plus I’m finally getting my license so that is a plus. I’m getting all of the things I need to take care of done.
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This is my story.
Although judgment can not yet be passed, I believe that my passions that are no longer subject to the system are here to stay. Even though the truth has been acquired, I still find myself deeply troubled, and if the concept related to what concerns me manifests, I hope that I can mature enough to transcend from this standpoint before the limited consumes itself trapped in its imagined boundaries.
The limited is the World. Society. The System followed with thoughts but without mind or truth. I understand there is no meaning within these invisible walls, that it is all noise. The self-imposed tasks we create to fabricate a system out of an endless universe are creating a series of borders between the spectrum of passion and poison, when in fact there are no borders. Gaining this perspective is the breakdown of life, which is ultimately the dual exposure of emic and etic points of view combined as one – insinuated into your soul. The underlying truths of this infinite experiment are transcended absolutely above the boundaries, which makes all problems and complications of limited life meaningless. Parallax. Everything is so clear that it does not even need to be described in words, and all is left is to explore the perspectives that await in the dark.
However, the vast unknowing is not what is rocking the composure of my finite sole. The depths of limited, the small portion outside of the System but still looking in has created such a demonic immorality that seems to go beyond absolute, imploding throughout itself. Even the venting of horrible ideas to others to help your own mind spreads the destructing force that threatens the integrity of your mind.
Looking up at the blue sky is a beautiful site, which gives me so much joy because I know that it is such a small fragment of what else is pure within the universe. This joy is enough to overcome any fear, and it ultimately helps me think the limited will continue on, eventually evolving into their own parallax of transcendence.
From those two perspectives, it shows the limited views that link passion and poison. There are not just two sides of good and evil, there is only one side. This side is This side contains an infinite amount of consciousnesses, ideas, and everything in between, which all boils down to something so finite that it has no beginning nor end. Infinity is not a large concept, it is just a perfect universe; one sole part that is incomprehensible to any human being.
I am living! I am finally paricipating in life, like when I dance for once at this club I went to. I have never been to a rave type environment, and I don’t dance in front of people. But I finally loosened up, (I was sober!) and I just realized I’m finally starting to live. I feel as if I can feel life around me, and I just want to jump out and scream! But I am quite happy right now, and I think this is finally going to be the start of my life.
make something of life instead of wasting it away. It is as simple as that.