decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life

Some years ago, i had always plans for the future. I wanted to be an archeologist, an artist, an actress, a scientist, an astronaut, a translator… Then i began to go to a music school as a part-time student. I noticed that i really love music. But after that i couldn’t see a future as a musician. Then i didn’t work hard at school either and got low grades. Now i’m studying anthropology, which isn’t my dream job. Besides i hate my teachers & school. I’m usually at home and doing nothing. I still have low grades and not a plan for the future. nothing excites me anymore…