be remembered

One of my exes phoned me after a year… So he did remember me after all.
Of course I blew it by letting him know I stil loved him, witch at that time I though was true.
By now I know I don’t feel a thing for him any more, I feel like it’s sad I can’t see him and find out how everything is. But maybe I don’t really want to know?

I have a new boyfriend, he’s dreamy. And he has lots of friends. Somehow I feel like I belong and… that I made an impact on someone.

Today it seemed to be true that I am easily forgotten. Being a person that lives in silence and dreams more than in the real world.. I tend to be unnoticed. It is hard sometimes. Because once in a while I wake up from my dream and see.. there is nobody that sees me, talks to me or even knows I’m there.

So maybe it’s time to do something about this, get noticed… be remembered.