live

These past two weeks I went to GenCon, an amazing hoop jam downtown and today I’m going to the White River Gardens for the first time.
I’m definitely doing good on this goal and feeling good about it. Things are coming back together every day for me since I went through ‘the thing.’
And I’ve never appreciated something more in my entire life. ♥

having some major breakthroughs lately. None of which I’ve discussed on here, and don’t really plan on explaining it. The main thing is, I’m living. And, as I said before, couldn’t mean more to me right now. I’m still in the house, but I’m alive and aware and it’s great.
Time is the best healer.
And music. Music has definitely given me peace when I couldn’t find any otherwise. And hooping. Hoop with headphones in for hours. Hell yeah. That’s when I feel alive.

This never meant as much to me as it does now, and I don’t think it ever will again.

Thanks, brain, for coming back around. ♥

Went downtown tonight and hooped on the Circle with Katie Nick and Steve around midnight. The guys provided music as Suicides For Sonnets and it was absolutely amazing. Really peaceful. Both of the fountains were on and they usually aren’t that late at night, but the sound and breeze of the fountain along with SFS and the setting was lovely.
I barely ever get out and do things like that. Not because I don’t to (God do I want to!) but I just never have the opportunity, and tonight I did. Man.. sooooo nice.

I’ve been living a lot. And getting lots of motivation to keep on living. Not that I’d been wanting to not live, but I feel motivated and excited for new chances/experiences.

I went to my first parade; the St.Patrick’s Day parade downtown, with Lacey.

And I got to spend time downtown which is something I’ve been wanting to do for a long long time.

I was able to get out and hoop in public, which was definitely something new

I went to a motocross race; just going to things like that, I consider to be exciting and me living. Even though I’m not particularly into motocross.

It’s been awesome!