make 2007 the Best Year of My Life

I lost my Daddy & that has shadowed the rest of the year. I am hoping for better this year of 2008.

Is one of the Irwin Clan mottoes. It is my clan & a good motto! I think I need to apply that to this year and goal. I have had the greatest loss of my life in the death of my father. But I will NOT give up on this goal.

I am presently starting back bit by bit – goal by goal. Trying to get my diet & exercise back under control. Reading a lot of books to get back on track with the reading goal, even if part of the reading is escapism – I am DOING it.

On December 31 – I will declare this if not the best – a damn good year!!!!

I spent the Blue Moon setting goals and examining the old ones. I think most stand as is, tweaked them in my mind a bit. I just need to start working harder at them.

I had a bracelet, just some twisted hemp with 7 beads on it to represent the chakras. I tied that on last night & decided to realign my goals with a monthly emphasis on the goals that link in my mind most to a chakra. Perhaps a strange way to do it – but the reminder that I am and becoming a better person daily makes me feel better.

This year has NOT been going well. I am choosing to reverse the downward spiral. I still have over half a year to have the BEST year possible. :)

I WANT this goal so badly, not even needing to put in the qualifier YET. I hope that too, but I just keep thinking I want/need this year to be THE year.

I think I had just better take the plunge and make it happen. I am not going to be superstitious – it will happen. Now I gotta go knock on wood.