find myself

Back to me…I have to remind myself that this is not a selfish thing. My kids have grown and now I have to try to remember who I am. Not a simple thing. I decided to let go (get closure) from the people in my life that seemed to keep me in the past…I needed a clean slate, so to speak…I was so busy trying to make/keep them happy, rather that working on myself (not their fault). I can see a bit clearer now and really think that I am ready to do this.
I used to sew, draw and loved to exercise. Well I have purchased a pattern and everything needed to get that going…just have to get my mood right to start. Am wanting to try yoga…have found a place to go to classes. I have purchased paint…just have to apply it to some canvas or the wall. I would like to be more natural with things…organic!
So, I seem to have things in order…just have to jump into it…scary…trying to find the courage.

hmmmm…I’m 41, kids are grown, live on my own, and now it is time. Time to say who am I, where am I, and where do I want to go? It’s time to think of myself for once and be myself again….