pay off my student loans

no, i haven’t paid it off yet, but we are moving into a cheaper apartment, my hubbie’s getting a raise, and full time, and we’re going to spend this year lambasting this stupid thing with cash till it’s gone. i’m imagining the freeing experience.
i had a lot of anger and emotion attached to it. while i feel it’s mostly gone, i know that when the loan is paid off, there will be an extra release.

then we can focus on getting a good car, paying and owning… then it’s the hubbie’s loans. heh.

technically 8 to go. Heh.
we got rid of the smallest of them. which is still awesome. and the rush from just that… wow.

i’m a little more energized when looking at the rest.

that this is utterly impossible. does anyone… ‘anyone’ want to help me pay them? even if everyone sent me like, $5. that would be the most incredible thing ever.

i sent in my first payment on the 12th. it was a hefty chunk, i think… i hope i can keep this up at least till i’m married to get one of my four loans paid off.

i hope i hope.

especially when i remember that i didn’t want to even go to the college i went to in the first place, was an ‘undecided’ until my junior year, didn’t even finish because it’s not what i wanted to do, and still have to pay off such a pathetic use of money.

college loans really burn me.
i want this horrible memory taken away from me forever.

hopefully it’s not as much as i think it is… and is more along the lines of what my mom thinks it is. heh. either way, it’s not as much as a lot of other people.
COMMUTE! it’s so much cheaper.