finish high school

God is now in my life. So in that i have found an amazing purpose. My father calls me radical in a bad way, i say i am radical also, but in a good way. i am on my way to changing my school, no not me God, but i am here to serve him. In this all the other things, like homework, and boy problems are no longer my main focus. To further this thought, with these secondary and the pressure taken off. I give my grades to God and trust in him that he will help me with finishing highschool. Thus, God is everything and school is just something i must check off my list. So far school has been easy sense this. Jesus is the way.

I’m struggling so much. I love school, I love teachers and learning. I hate turning in reputition worksheets, that basically means math. I’m also a writer that goes her own pace, I hate due dates. I wish due dates did not exist! I am done ranting. I will now go and mindlessly do a homework assignment.

So its crazy but i have been having trouble with grades for a long time now. i’m a freshmen in high-school right now and it is starting out kinda rocky. i’ve got goals and things i want to do. yet i can’t seem to make all passing grades. i really hope that i will graduate. the bad thing is though that i think if i do it will be just barely. my mind set right now sucks.

j.j.