like myself

After taking much better care of myself (which is also one of my Things) I feel so much better and DO like myself much better. Giving myself the time of day makes me like myself better. I walk taller and look people in the eye…... I am happy with my progress!!! Going to leave it on for another week… so check back for updates!!! ;)

Making an effort to look really good before I leave the house…. has made a huge difference. Tonight I was really tired and just wanted to take a shower and get into bed, to hell with all the details, but i didnt. I did the whole routine. The skin care, the creaming etc. I feel so much better!!!! I could actually look into the mirror tody and say “I LOOK PRETTY! I LIKE MYSELF!!!!” and it felt fantastic. Complement do help too… giggle

8 MARCH 2009

Yep, I have gained a lot of weight! Cant stand the way I look and unfortunately that has made me dislike who I am, because I let myself get this way…. I constantly have to remind myself that life is NOT just about how you look, but about who you are and what contributions we make in life. I am a good person. I have to learn to look at my positive attributes, instead of always JUST look at the negatives!

I have had people tell me how gorgeous I am, but I cant see it or dont see it when I look into a mirror. I believe they see my soul! I wish I COULD look in a mirror and like who I see. Somedays I can say, “Ah you not that bad” and other days I say “Are you kidding? You are hideous!”

Any advice would be nice! To change my distorted image of myself.