Fall in love

So im going to admit im not prude. But im also not a slut. Im just a driven young lady who knows what she wants and goes after it. But truthfully its fucking hard to fall in love. “Love is not that easily arisen, nor easily destroyed.” I know most people can relate to the last part of that quote (which comes out of an awesome book if u wanna know the name just ask), but recently iv been experiencing the first. Iv got some really great boys who i care about a lot. (some = 3, not exclusive with any so sort of dating them all, yes they all know, no there not particularly ok with it, and no i cant just make a decision) And like i said i do care about them all, but i don’t love any of them. Iv tried everything, but i just cant make myself. And there all really awesome, boys your great. But how am i to deal with this? Maybe non of them are the right ones for me, but any girl would be happy to have them so why cant i be happy with just one? They all have there ups and downs and i like them all for different reasons, and dislike them all for different reasons, but, i just dont know what to do. Maybe i cant let them go because i like feeling wanted, i would be thoroughly disappointed in myself if that were the case, but you never know. Help is always appreciated, so please leave some comments. If not i will let you know how this situation turns out (pray for the better). =)

I know the perfet guy is out there somewhere! But im still searching for him!
I want someone who has the most beautiful, enchanting eyes, Telles me he loves me every second he can, is a good kisser, never looses his passion fo me (if anything it grows over time), Loves me more with every breath he takes, and most of all he offers and adventure like no other!!
he maked my life thrilling, adventourous, and a little dangerous!