Stop being the "fat friend".

If I’m not the fattest bridesmaid at my friend’s july wedding I will have accomplished this.

Since middle school I have always been the fat friend. The sad thing is I’m not fat I’m truly so average but I always manage to surround myself with slim people. I was always the biggest cheerleader and dancer. My close friends want to go on vacation in July and it scares me that they will all be in bikinis and I will be in some sad sap tankini or one piece. I can’t do it anymore.