do better in school

Grades …. >< I dun like them.

I’m failing two classes
and i know how they are my two hardest ones and its because i havent been studying and keeping up with my homeowork i think just because some of my friends don’t keep up i can be the same way
but i cannot let myself do that i want to go to a good college and i know im smart enough to make an A if i just apply myself and im also a huge procrastinater as you know so it doesnt help..
i should be doing my essay right now but the thing is
i have been doing really well starting today i caught up on a lot of my work but im still stuck struggling for a breath at the bottom of this wave and i have a long way to go before i can clear my throat of salt water and breath clearly.
ohh well ive made some rules and im planning to stick to them until my grades go up
it’s jus i KNOW in my heart i CAN do better and i can go where i want to go i just can’t let the other side of me get in the way
wish me luck!