become an artist

yesterday (still seems like today) I started drawing a picture of a rose ill finnish it today when i wake up? lol
happy new years!

I didnt finnish my first page but i might before i go to bed I had a friend over all day and didnt really have time to work on it. waste of a day thought we watched 3 movies. we did however take a nice walk it was rainy

yesterday I drew a bit but it doesnt really count because i wasnt trying just doodling anyway still practice i need to start painting again hmm oh yeah im going to start doing a visual verbal journal which will help

So this is what I truely want to do with my life or something along the lines. This does super freak me out because i dont know where to begin. I have to start drawing and painting everyday or i will never improve. I’d like to open my eyes to all types of art maybe visit and see other artists work. I need to also come up with some kind of idea on how one becomes an artist. I need to pull my grades up to go to the art college i would like to. This is my most ambitious goal but it is one that i know i could never lose motivation to acheive.