I got so excited with this guy and I did some things faster than I should, he was pushing me to do those things and I wanted it at the same time. He is not avoiding me now, he still talks with me everyday but for very random things, he is not in the mood to offer me things like he used to and he only talks about himself. He says he loves me but I know he’s lying and he only cares for sex.I don’t wanna just leave him and go on, because this is what I do all the time. It’s like giving up since I want him. I want to believe that if I do some things right I will make him fall for me, but I don’t know what I should do to achieve it. He is so gorgeous I just can’t let him go. I’m obsessed. I know this is shallow and I lack self respect if I allow this, but I just want him so bad to fall in love with me.
