How little i know about my parents… I don’t know what was their lives as youngsters, i don’t know how they met, i don’t know how i was conceived (well, don’t misunderstand me there, i know technically how), i don’t know why and how they got married after my birth.
I know a bit about my mother as we lived us two for years and learnt to communicate and sge confied herself to me a few times.
But i just can’t ask a thing to my dad. We’re not used to talk about serious things. I feel he’s weaker emotionnally than I (and I feel kinda the same towards my mother). I saw him cry once and almost had to confort him and i do never want this to happen again.
He told me about my birth once, without me asking anything and i was cool, even if he was obviously very moved. But i’m so afraid of asking.
And I need to know who I am, where I come from.
For me.
And for my future child(ren). If. :)
