I need to get my act in the right gear. I need to go on detox for about a month as well. Need to work out, make sure I don’t get out of shape as I try to gain weight.
Something tells me this is gonna be a biiiiit challenging.
And the detox… Grrr… No more Fritos or Root Beer… or pizza. That sucks. I plan on going on this Alkaline based diet. But I also have to balance protiens and electrolites and such with it. I feel that’s gonna be tedious.
This is all gonna be hard simply because I don’t really enjoy eating I suppose. I rarely get excited about food because it just tastes so-so, you know?
Except pasta with melted cheese. I could eat a lot of that on a good day, but not all the time because that’s overloading my senses. I can’t handle the same stuff over and over again, barely twice in two weeks actually.
I also visit my very active nephew every weekend and keeping up with him is very difficult sometimes. And none of my muscles get toned.
I ask you, where’s the justice in that, eh?
I also don’t really know when I’m hungry, if that makes any sense, so I can go the whole day on a bowl of Ramen and not think anything about it.
I think that’s mainly due to who I was living with about two/three years ago. Because every time I was hungry over at my cousins’ house, there would be nothing to eat. It wasn’t as if they didn’t buy groceries or anything, they did, every week my cousin and my dad. But certain pot smoking cretins that were friends with said cousins’ son ate it all constantly. So I’ve learned to live off very little food, and it’s not doing me a bit of good.
With my height and body type, I should be between 115-140 (which probably changed since that info was brought to my attention a few years ago). I waver between 115-177(??!? TYPO! 117, whew!), good days tell my 120 (but they lie!), because an hour later the scale says 117.
Now I’m not underweight, but I’m just too close to the edge for my comfort and I nearly look like I’m starving myself. I don’t like being able to clearly see my collar bones jutting out because I look like I’m anorexic and I feel frailand weak, I don’t like that. I look like the wind could blow me over too.
So, I’m aiming towards 130.
crosses fingers
