be ok with being alone

I choose this goal specifically because its really hard for me. To be alone means that no one wants to be with you. For so long that’s really how I felt so when I was alone it was hard just to be with me—I wasn’t much fun without company. But I’m trying to spend more time just thinking, reflecting, and enjoying the world around me without actually being part of it-voyerism at its best, I guess. Last Sat. I almost went to a movie alone (would be a first) but a friend came along at the last minute. London is going to def. give me a chance to explore this part of me, and I’m looking forward to really figuring out…well..me.