because my 3 best friends who I thought would never turn on me did. I stopped talking to everyone after that. Everyone! And I was miserable because of it. I hate that just because I don’t act like anyone else I am treated bad because of it. I’m a 15 year old girl who is not interested in boys, drugs, sex, or partying. I just want to finish Highschool and go to a good college. Maybe even get a scholarship. Now don’t get me wrong. I’m not a geek. I’m very pretty and I just like to carry myself with dignity. I think the other reason why I was treated so badly is because I’m also white/black and I live in the south…sooo…that may also play a big role. But while I was enjoying my summer (away from school) I did lots of visualization exercises and I meditated a lot and I realized that I shouldn’t have reacted that way. I shouldn’t have stopped being my spunky and always smiling self just because a bunch of obese snobby racist girls didn’t like me. And now I know how to find happiness. Although I haven’t reached it yet, I know how to get there. I will never feel bad again all because someone doesn’t like that I am DIFFERENT.
Krys (-)
