give advice

I’ve made alot of mistakes in my life, that could have ended my life. One of the worst things yet is giving up my baby. The one and only thing that was actully mine. It was a struggle and I did not want to do it but I felt like I had no choice. My boyfriends mother impacted the whole situation and took it on as her own. By the end of the day I found out I was pregnet, I just wanted to die. I was fighting until I found out I was going to be on my own. Not that my boyfriend was going to leave me or anything, but no one wanted to take care of a 15y old and a baby? So in the end I gave in, there was so much pressure, I didn’t know what was my own thoughts, or whos were someone else thoughts. I was lost and confused and I knew that bringing a baby into that mess was worng and I made the decision to abort my baby. Now I live in complete regret on what I have done, not only done to my slef but mostly for my baby. If anyone is young and pregnet, really think on your decision because there’s nothing worse then living with the guilt of killing someone.