achieve my goals

20 things completed! Whoop. It took me quite a while! But it feels good now =D xx

I’ve decided I’m going to check this off once I’ve got 20 completed things in my completed goals list. :) It’s an ongoing goal so I thought I should set a limit for how far it reaches :) x

So many people here have such interesting goals! Mine are all pretty dull. But most of my goals are necessary, so I guess I’d better go about achieving them and then I can replace them with different ones!

I should really have more non-selfish goals. I obviously just have too much self-improvement to do lol! Oh well, I’ll just have to tick some off the list and add more selfless goals.

Oh my Gaaah, I have so many goals and they don’t all fit on here!!!!! I am going through deleting existing goals which are long term/unrealistic/I don’t really care about and replacing hem with ‘better’ ones. :)

I need to do more of this, as I want less goals on my list. I am working on a lot of my goals, and if I achieve one then it’s only a few days before I think of a new goal! I guess that’s a good thing, as I am improving myself, but having 43 goals all the time is loads! Even if some of them are long-term or ongoing aims.

Some of my goals I know I won’t achieve. Take being a model for example. I feel I have the mind, attitude and creativity, but I just don’t have the body- I will never be tall enough even if I lose a lot of weight. But it’s OK! Because if I become a singer then I may have a lot of photoshoots, even if they are not crazy model shoots. So, I am totally going to lose weight and sing, sing, sing!! As for acting, I AM going to join an agency – I’ll enjoy extra work I think, even if I don’t get any speaking roles. It’ll be fun to be on set :) I say ‘I AM’ because I am very good at putting things off, even if I really want to do them (take driving for example).
In order for me to buy a guitar, which is another of my goals, I need to get a job (another of my goals!) I went all around Cheddar yesterday and the only places which possibly have jobs are the florist and Budgens. It’d be nice to work in the florist, but I want to work in either Tesco (£25 / 4 hour shift!) or Khoi (because of the pretty clothes). Khoi haven’t got back to me after I gave them my CV. I am also gonna try finding a job in Wedmore this weekend.
Wish me luck! x