To have my family back.

I lost my wife because i was a cheater and i thought because i was the sole provider that i could do what i wanted when i wanted.Then came a child that turn out to be mine, she is a pretty little girl. My wife loves her to but she says she is not in love with me it hurts like crazy to have lost her and my 2 sons because of the way i was living.So my wife decided that we seperate.I’m so sorry for the things i’ve done and said to her. I take all the blame in my marriage i’m praying to God to bless my marriage again with love and peace and most of all faithfulness. I want the real women to blog on this please!